I’m tired of hearing people say “I feel so bad for you” or “I hope things get better.” Or even when they ask what happened. What good does saying those things do for me? It doesn’t change the fact that I can’t walk for the next two months. Or that I need a boot for the two months after that. All it does is remind me of my situation. Yes, I know it sucks, thanks for reminding me.
Every time someone asks me if I need help or if they can do anything for me I just want to scream. I hate being helpless. I hate needing people to open door for me or help me around. I want to be in control again.
I hate this. What is the point of this? I know God has a reason for everything but I just don’t get it! This was supposed to be the most amazing time in my life. Now I can’t go on vacation, I have to use crutches at graduation, I spent almost all of prom sitting, and I’ll be spending teen camp in a boot. Why me? Why now? I don’t understand