You know what makes me mad?

WHEN GIRLS WHO HAVE BOYFRIENDS DON’T ACT LIKE IT! you have a boyfriend, stop flirting with all these guys. like honestly, if you have to lie to your boyfriend about it, shouldn’t you know you shouldn’t be doing it? how would you feel if your boyfriend were like that with other girls? i know you wouldn’t like it so stop treating your boyfriend like he’s non-existent


10.15.14

It’s so weird not to have my best friend by my side every day, not having her in every class with me. I miss driving around with her at night getting ourselves lost on purpose and just sitting on the driveway, ripping up grass, and talking about life. I miss getting calls at 11pm telling me to get ready to go out because she’s bored. It’s so weird not being able to see her play soccer in person but rather having to watch it through my computer screen… I know there’s a reason God placed her on the other side of the country and I know she’s doing amazing things there and I’m happy for her. It’s just sad to not have her here all the time and being able to talk to her whenever I want… Time zones suck


I didn’t know saying goodbye would be so hard. Today I had to say goodbye to my absolute best friend. She’s been there for me through everything. Whenever I need someone to talk to, she’s always there for me and she tells me when I’m just being stupid. Having her on the other side of the country for the next 4 years is gonna be so hard! I can’t imagine not having her by my side in every class, every day. 

But I know there’s a reason God’s placing her in Oregon and I know she’s going to be doing amazing things there. I couldn’t be prouder of her and what she’s accomplished so far. I don’t know anybody else that’s as driven and has such an amazing work ethic. She tore her ACL but never let that stop her from doing what she loves. She serves everywhere she can and she has the biggest heart of anyone I know. I’m so incredibly grateful that God has placed her in my life but I’m going to miss her so much

I didn’t know saying goodbye would be so hard. Today I had to say goodbye to my absolute best friend. She’s been there for me through everything. Whenever I need someone to talk to, she’s always there for me and she tells me when I’m just being stupid. Having her on the other side of the country for the next 4 years is gonna be so hard! I can’t imagine not having her by my side in every class, every day.

But I know there’s a reason God’s placing her in Oregon and I know she’s going to be doing amazing things there. I couldn’t be prouder of her and what she’s accomplished so far. I don’t know anybody else that’s as driven and has such an amazing work ethic. She tore her ACL but never let that stop her from doing what she loves. She serves everywhere she can and she has the biggest heart of anyone I know. I’m so incredibly grateful that God has placed her in my life but I’m going to miss her so much


Every time I forget how bad my injury is, something happens to remind me of it. Just as I was starting to be happy about being able to walk even if it’s in a boot, I find out that I still can’t do anything until I get my screws out which is in 4 months. That means no jogging, no running, nothing. And I’m going to be limping for at least a few months. I’m also going to have arthritis in my foot and it’ll always hurt.


Well at least the end of my senior year will always be memorable.

I mean prom on crutches, graduation on crutches, and cancelled my summer vacation. I will definitely never forget this


Got my Lokai bracelet yesterday and as cheesy as it sounds it really helps. It’s a constant reminder that sometimes I’m on top of the world and other times i feel like I’m at the bottom, but I have to stay humble and also stay positive. Nothing lasts forever even if it feels like an eternity.


I’m terrified that the day I start walking again my foot will break or I won’t know how. I am terrified for physical therapy and knowing that too much weight or something can break my foot again


I’m tired of hearing people say “I feel so bad for you” or “I hope things get better.” Or even when they ask what happened. What good does saying those things do for me? It doesn’t change the fact that I can’t walk for the next two months. Or that I need a boot for the two months after that. All it does is remind me of my situation. Yes, I know it sucks, thanks for reminding me.

Every time someone asks me if I need help or if they can do anything for me I just want to scream. I hate being helpless. I hate needing people to open door for me or help me around. I want to be in control again.

I hate this. What is the point of this? I know God has a reason for everything but I just don’t get it! This was supposed to be the most amazing time in my life. Now I can’t go on vacation, I have to use crutches at graduation, I spent almost all of prom sitting, and I’ll be spending teen camp in a boot. Why me? Why now? I don’t understand


I’m probably most upset because I’ll be in crutches at prom and graduation. This sucks